Life is like a spiral, we come back to the same truths understanding them in new ways. I have followed the path and I have found my way back h[OM]e,
I spent most of my life living in the forest and now I return. Amidst the trees, the winds, the birds, the secrets of the forest. I feel like I am worlds away, this land,so far from my childhood lands. Here I reside in the sweetest, little cedar cabin in the woods. Without electricity, (not always as romantic as it sounds) I feel more connected than ever. A grounded, deep inner peace. I am here with my two little loves, who are growing fast. We are spending our days exploring, gathering from the gardens, collecting the eggs, adventuring the lands.
My eldest boy has said, that he wishes for our solar energy to take its time, he sees his mamma rested and more content than ever. For the first time in many moons I am rising and sleeping with the sun. Being in tune with the seasons and nature I feel in tune with self, with my boys, connected to this precious life. I am clear in each moment what serves and nourishes self. I needed to leave the forest, go out and discover the world outside, find out if the glitters and shininess were really all that I desired. A beautiful lesson as life often is! One that has brought me back home to the simplicity that always was. Fresh produce, running water, surrounded by the safety and love of my dearest loves. (and a koala that for the most part does not sound so cute and friendly) My little ones and I sleep in the tiniest little wood shed that ever was. The kids have bunk beds yet each night I find them snuggled in with me. These are the moments that I am always going to cherish and hold dearly. We prepare food before sunset, we eat by candlelight, we play card games and read stories. We call ourselves 'the pioneers', we laugh, we dance, my eldest love, tells riddles whilst my littlest helps mamma tend to the fire. We go on night walks and explore our magical cave. So close yet so far from the world. Surrounded by hundreds of years of magical forest, I feel abundant, I feel at peace. In this moment I feel like this is all there ever was. In beauty X